My Dad brought it to my attention that I have not written in a very long time, so here it is.

On September 21st, I took my Mother to the Emergency Room because she went into cardiac arrest. She is okay but the doctors are pretty sure that she had a minor heart attack. They put her on a low sodium, low cholesterol diet. My sister Elise was nice enough to send this Mona-Vie product (She works for the company) which is supposed to help with joint problems and keep her heart healthy. We were both so happy when we got it and hope like crazy that it helps. Thanks again girl!

I am officially an Independent Provider. That means I can work for a care giving agency. They go into people's homes and help them take care of themselves. I love doing it and it will also help me become a nurse. For now I am providing for my mother as a 'live in assistant'. It also will look good on a resume I'm thinking.

I start Highline in January. I am going to get an AA degree in nursing then go on to a bigger college and transfer in as a junior to get a better degree.

I met this guy named Kyle. He's 22, he works in a correctional facility, has red hair and green eyes. The first time we hung out I thought he was amazing, absolutely perfect. I was thinking that there must be something wrong with him because he seemed a little too perfect, but passed it off as my cynicism towards men. I should have trusted my initial instinct about him. I have come to find out that he has a girlfriend that he neglected to tell me about until I was already hung up on him. We talked about it and he still wants to be friends but a few things about him have been irritating me.
1. He lied to me.
2. He doesn't trust my friends, even though he has never met them.
3. He always makes up excuses about why he cant hangout.
4. I feel like he has been avoiding any contact with me at all.
So I guess I will see how this goes. Hopefully it will turn out for the better, whatever that might be.

I got a gym membership at LA Fitness again. I used to have one with my ex boyfriend Josh, but he never wanted to workout in front of me and I was always with him so I never got to go. So then I cancelled it because it was a waste of money if I was never going to go. But I got it reinstated so now I go all the time, and I didn't have to pay any initiation fees again(: I love going to the gym when I am stressed out, it is great therapy.

I have been shopping like crazy lately. I tend to like to spend money when I am upset and my emotions have been all over the place lately. I got a few new shirts, boots, a sonicare toothbrush, a new jacket, and some other things. I don't know who I am going to go shopping with when my bestie Jessica goes to Western this January. I am happy for her, but sad for myself at the same time because I will miss her like crazy. She said that she will be back all the time, and its only a 3 hour drive so Ill still get to see her, just not as much. :(

That's pretty much it for now. Bye(: