I am completely moved into my new apartment. My family has been so much help to us. Ranae and my dad have been helping us get furniture and other necessary things. My aunts have also been very helpful so a big thank you to everyone!
I am pretty sure that I am getting a job at Walgreens. It starts out as part time then ends up to be full time in February so I think I will keep my Cold Stone job while I am doing part time with Walgreens.
Christmas was strange. In the morning, me and Emily went to her moms and she made us pancakes and eggs. It was nice, her mom even got me this cute little keep sake box. Then we went to my moms to pick her up, we all went to my grandmas where Christmas turned into a disaster. Then we took off and went to my Aunt Melissa's where everybody was really nice and in the Christmas mood! So all in all we had a good Christmas.
I am currently house sitting for my dad and Ranae while they went to long beach for a few days. They mainly wanted me to babysit their dogs so that they wouldn't have to go in a kennel which is understandable. I would not want to be put in a kennel lol. They are very nice to open up their house to me and Emily, they said we could do laundry and eat any food in the house. The laundry thing is nice because our machine in our new apartment building takes quarters and it is just a hassle.
That's it for now(:

The reason I have not posted in a while is because I have been busy moving. I moved out of my moms house into Kent with a few friends. There were many reasons why I did this none of which I am about to mention to the world.

It is official, I have to start school spring quarter because my financial aid didn't go though in time for winter quarter. Its okay though, this gives me time to find a better job out here in Kent. I am about to go out and apply for a full time job today.

I am really disappointed with Christmas this year, I really love Christmas and I wanted it to be the best one ever. I was going to spend the holidays at home with my mom because I didn't last year, and then fly out to Utah to see my sister and my favorite brother in law Jeff on Christmas evening. I am not spending most of my time with my mother this season because we just aren't getting along enough to be in the same house for more than an hour. She told me that I make her want to kill herself, that's just something that you do not tell your only daughter. It is too expensive to go down to Utah because of all this moving I don't have that much money. I wanted to get super nice Christmas presents for everybody too, but that doesn't look like its going to work out either.

So short one this time, I have to go apply for a better job.

Today has been extremely busy. I woke up and Emily's at 8, then had to leave to take my mother to a doctors appointment like always... Then I had to go to this RIDICULOUS food handling class, I almost fell asleep. The test is basically common sense, even a caveman could pass it! Then I had to run into work to give my boss a copy, where she kept me talking to her for a half hour. Then I had to go to Direct TV to make a payment so they will hook up our cable. I pulled up to the Direct TV building and the sign was in Chinese. I thought maybe we ended up in the wrong country. Then I went shopping with Emily and ate my weight in Chinese food since were in China anyways.

My tongue is healing up super well. The first week I thought I was going to die of starvation because I couldn't eat for 4 days. It was super swollen and hurt so bad. I got to put the smaller tongue bar in though so it is much easier to eat. I thought my dad was going to start crying when I showed him, he hates it.

Kyle texted me the other day saying that he misses talking to me and I pretty much told him that I cannot talk to him anymore because I was getting way too attached and he has a girlfriend so either way I would end up getting hurt. But enough about him! I am interested in Matthew Fraizer now(: The first time we hung out, I stole his hat and after he left, I informed him that I still had it. He said 'well that just gives me an excuse to see you again' (:

Anyways, that's it for now. I have another busy day tomorrow, another one of my mother's doctors appointments, then another appointment. Also, we got the new Smallville in our Netflix so I am excited to watch it! I am such a nerd I know.
Goodnight.

My life has been quite eventful since last time I posted (which was not too long ago)

I got a laptop because I am supposed to be starting school in January and this way it would be easier on me then using the schools computers all the time or sitting on my home computer. Today we are going to T mobile to get Internet for it. I can get wireless Internet anywhere I go and they will just tack on $25 to our monthly bill. I love this thing, it is so much more convenient then the home computer.

Emily and I went to Ranae's Arbonne party together a few days ago. I bought some of the powder foundation, both me and my mother love that stuff! And I won a game so Ranae gave me this super amazing eyeliner. I believe that she is just trying to get me hooked on it so I will continue to buy it from her. (Its working! I'm completely hooked) It was fun, Emily got to meet another branch of where I come from and I got to see Ranae's sisters again.

Tomorrow I have to go renew my food handlers card. My boss told me two weeks ago that it was expired but I completely spaced it. So today I got this e mail that basically said if I don't get it into her by Friday, she will not give me hours anymore. So I looked up somewhere that I could get it done right away and it turns out that some bingo center in Renton is having a class for tomorrow. I hope it is as easy as I remember.

So I have completely given up on Kyle. All the odds were against me so I moved on and stopped talking to him. But then I started talking to this guy Matt that was in my graduating class. We hung out a few times and discovered that we have amazing chemistry. The only sad part about this is that he is going into the air force so he is leaving in a few months. I don't really want to get close to somebody and attached if they are just going to leave. In the meantime, he is a great guy and fun to be with.

I believe that's everything!
Kbye(:

Today is my Dad's birthday. Happy birthday!!! Yesterday Ranae had a birthday get together for him but I could not attend because I had to work from 2-9. My Sunday hours are ridiculous, almost as if I were on call.

My tongue is healing nicely, the swelling is going down and I can eat again. I wasn't able to eat anything for four days. Then yesterday I had a huge breakfast because it was less swollen. But my stomach felt really sick after I did that because I had not eaten in 4 days then all of a sudden ate a lot of food. I'm taking it slower now.

So I think I am pretty much done with Kyle. We have a good time when we are hanging out but I have to work really hard to make him keep his plans with me. He still has a girlfriend, and I think he is losing interest anyways. He thinks that I am mad at him. I am not, I just don't want to play his games anymore.

I have been talking to my old friends from high school and noticing that they could be really good friends to have in my life. So I hung out with Chris the other day and we didn't do anything out of the ordinary that anyone would think was super fun. We just watched YouTube videos and played with his Zune. I had an amazingly fun night though!! I am supposed to hangout with my friend Matt today, but before that, I really want to stop by and wish my Dad a happy birthday.

I got a letter in the mail that says that my financial aid application was incomplete. I have to go into Highline to fill out a financial aid data sheet for that particular school. I heard somewhere that the deadline for financial aid was sometime last week so I am really nervous that I wont be able to go to school in January. I might have to wait until Spring quarter which I really don't want to do. So I am going to go to Highline tomorrow to talk to an advisor about what is happening. Hopefully we will get it all sorted out.

Bye for now!! ((Happy birthday Dad))

Since the last time I posted...

I haven't been sleeping very well. I have been going to bed really late and getting up really early from these nightmares that I have been having. I do not remember any of them five minutes after I wake up but then I cant go back to sleep. So I have been going to the gym as soon as they open around 5 AM. I do not know what to do about this, but at least one good thing comes out of it. I get more done in my day now that I am not sleeping as much.

I am getting super sick of Kyle's games. He tells me he wants to hangout time after time then ditches me. This story is sounding a bit too familiar from one of my ex's that I had this same exact problem with. Maybe its that I just drive guys away for no apparent reason. We were supposed to hangout tonight when I got off work but then I noticed that I had a few text messages waiting for me. Guess who it was? Kyle saying that he is sorry but he wont be getting back home until late. So I just told him never mind. I feel used and unwanted from him so just forget about it!!

I also got my tongue pierced!!! It didn't really hurt that bad when she was sticking the needle through but then the swelling came and now I cant eat ANYTHING. I am absolutely starving because it hurts way too much to eat anything. I have an open hole in my tongue which is swollen and it hurts very much. I have been taking Ibuprofen 800s which only help sometimes. I am supposed to be able to put my smaller tongue bar in on Tuesday when the swelling goes down. Lets hope that the swelling goes down sooner rather than later.

Last night I went over to hangout with my friend Emily. It was fun, I usually go in the middle of the night because that's when I get off work. We caught up on life drama and everything. I got to talk to her boyfriend and 'approve' of him. He is funny which I like because a guy that has no sense of humor is not worth being with. We finally went to sleep around 3am and woke up at 8am. She had to clean the place up for her brother's birthday party. We got ready and then her brothers came over, it was sort of weird seeing them because I haven't seen Keith since the Dairy Queen days and her other brother Ricky since her last birthday. Everybody had a good time though.

That's it for now!!

I think I am getting sick:( Last night when I got home from work I was constantly blowing my nose and I was actually warm. ((Since I am anemic, this means that I have a fever)) I guess it's that season again. Every winter I always get sick for 2 weeks, when this is over I need to get my butt to the doctor's for a flu shot! I don't want to contract that too.

Yesterday I went to see my Dad and Ranae for the first time since my graduation I believe. It was nice, we caught up on the new things in our lives and he gave me his last Rockstar(: I am going to have to go buy him one of those 4 packs as a thank you for the thought. It was nice seeing them again although I was on call for work at the time. I hate those days when I am scheduled at 2, but then it's not busy enough for me so they call and tell me to check back at 3pm to see about labor rates. Then if labor is still too high, I would have to call back at 5. This is usually the extent of my Sunday's but visiting was a much better idea!

I was supposed to hangout with Kyle today but I think he is avoiding me. We have had these plans since last week, then he texts me this morning and says that he thinks he's getting sick. I told him I think I am too and offered to bring him some soup but he always has some excuse. I even woke up early and got all pretty, I did my hair, nails, eyebrows, makeup etc.. So what I am going to do is make him make the effort with me if he wants to. I am not going to bother him all the time about hanging out, if he wants my time he is going to have to make an effort. Until then I am just not going to talk to him as much.

I do not have to work until Wednesday now! I love working Wednesdays because it is the day that I get to work with my two favorite people, Ginger and Michelle. I love most people that I work with, but these two people are my favorite and on Wednesdays I get to work with both of them. I am super sad though because Ginger is going away to Florida for a week so next Wednesday will suck.. Because she is leaving, I got scheduled more hours than usual. I work Wednesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I always end up with more hours when somebody requests time off because I am 18 and a lot of minors work at Cold Stone and they cannot be there past 10pm on school nights. Its good and bad at the same time, on one hand I get more hours, and on the other hand I have no life.

I was noticing last night that it is getting into mid-October and it hasn't even rained that much. When I walk outside it is usually blue skies which is nice. I woke up today to a nice gray cloudy October sky. I have this feeling that we are headed for Winter faster than anybody wants. Last Winter I crashed my car twice. There is no way I will be driving in the snow this year for anything. NOTHING.

That's it for today!! (:

My Dad brought it to my attention that I have not written in a very long time, so here it is.

On September 21st, I took my Mother to the Emergency Room because she went into cardiac arrest. She is okay but the doctors are pretty sure that she had a minor heart attack. They put her on a low sodium, low cholesterol diet. My sister Elise was nice enough to send this Mona-Vie product (She works for the company) which is supposed to help with joint problems and keep her heart healthy. We were both so happy when we got it and hope like crazy that it helps. Thanks again girl!

I am officially an Independent Provider. That means I can work for a care giving agency. They go into people's homes and help them take care of themselves. I love doing it and it will also help me become a nurse. For now I am providing for my mother as a 'live in assistant'. It also will look good on a resume I'm thinking.

I start Highline in January. I am going to get an AA degree in nursing then go on to a bigger college and transfer in as a junior to get a better degree.

I met this guy named Kyle. He's 22, he works in a correctional facility, has red hair and green eyes. The first time we hung out I thought he was amazing, absolutely perfect. I was thinking that there must be something wrong with him because he seemed a little too perfect, but passed it off as my cynicism towards men. I should have trusted my initial instinct about him. I have come to find out that he has a girlfriend that he neglected to tell me about until I was already hung up on him. We talked about it and he still wants to be friends but a few things about him have been irritating me.
1. He lied to me.
2. He doesn't trust my friends, even though he has never met them.
3. He always makes up excuses about why he cant hangout.
4. I feel like he has been avoiding any contact with me at all.
So I guess I will see how this goes. Hopefully it will turn out for the better, whatever that might be.

I got a gym membership at LA Fitness again. I used to have one with my ex boyfriend Josh, but he never wanted to workout in front of me and I was always with him so I never got to go. So then I cancelled it because it was a waste of money if I was never going to go. But I got it reinstated so now I go all the time, and I didn't have to pay any initiation fees again(: I love going to the gym when I am stressed out, it is great therapy.

I have been shopping like crazy lately. I tend to like to spend money when I am upset and my emotions have been all over the place lately. I got a few new shirts, boots, a sonicare toothbrush, a new jacket, and some other things. I don't know who I am going to go shopping with when my bestie Jessica goes to Western this January. I am happy for her, but sad for myself at the same time because I will miss her like crazy. She said that she will be back all the time, and its only a 3 hour drive so Ill still get to see her, just not as much. :(

That's pretty much it for now. Bye(:

Realize

Today I realized that somebody I thought was my friend, is not. Unless the definition of friend is ((somebody who ditches me all the time and does not bother to ask about my life because they are too busy for me)).
Also today I chilled with my real best friend Jessica. We got Subway, free car washes then went to the beach. Then we hung out at her house for a while, got chipotle then painted our nails. ((I need more friends like this))
I need to get my life together, tomorrow I plan to fill out my FAFSA for financial aid for college. I want to get this all taken care of so come novemeber all I have to do is sign up for classes(:
Anyways, thats it for now!!

8/25

right now, i am sitting in a waiting room by myself waiting for my mom, then i have to work at 630. why is it that i feel like all i ever do is work then my paychecks still come out small?
also today i went back to school to pick up my diploma after jessica and i went to get a vegi delight from subway(:
they are super yummy.
anyways not much to post today but i might get my computer back up and running which i am super happy about. i never realized how much i use it until it was gone lol

summer

this has been one eventful summer. i havent written in a while because the windows on my computer is corrupted and nobody knows how to fix it. my brother things we need a new hard drive. i just want to junk it and get a lap top though! anyways im writing this from my phone now!
i am officially an independent home care provider for my mom, which is nice because i get paid for what i usually do anyways.
i am starting school at highline in january. im not sure what i want to go for yet.
i have lost a few friends But since they were lost it is my belief that they were fake from the beginning. But its okay because iv been making more friends and hanging out with old ones more often.
quite a bit of drama has happened recently But im doing my best to put it in the past.. i am not going to waste my energy on people that are not worth my time.
also! i really miss my sister && brother in law. i just need to get like $300 bucks then go see them! or, plan out how much it would be to drive, that would be fun.
anywayss, going to work now.
post again sooner than last time.

July 15th

Today- I am downloading a bunch of old music to my ipod. I miss all of it! Also, I am exchanging a lamp that I got last night because it is defective. Then I might go swimming or something because it is actually a nice day. Also today is Andrea's birthday! Happy 18th!!

I have been looking at big colleges to go to. For one thing, it looks really good in getting a job, and for another thing, then I can get far far away and go to a university! I am considering Central, Western, Eastern, and a few others. I had them all send me information in the mail so I could look over everything and get a better idea of which one to choose.

This weekend- Jessica, Tiffany and I are going to Oregon! Jessica's parents really like to ride their bicycles so we are all driving to Oregon, then they will ride their bikes to California and then back to Washington. But we are not into bicycling around the states so we are going to stay in Seaside, in a motel lol. We are going to hang out on the beaches while her parents are being crazy(:

So far this summer!

For some reason it always takes me a very long time to ever update this!
SO much has happened since last time I posted too.
I took a chance and met Josh's best friend Andrea because
1. She seemed nice enough
2. She is his best friend and it meant a lot to Josh.
But after meeting her, I realized that she is a really cool person to be around. We both ended up spending the night at Josh's that night and apparently I am a blanket hog (which everybody was thankful for in the morning because Josh is like a space heater!)
I also lost a fake friend (thank goodness) Her name was Emily aka Shrek lol.
We hung out a lot but then one day I accidentally hurt her brothers feelings which completely set her off into a bitch-fest. So now I am getting idol threats from her like ' I know where you live' and dumb shit like that. I wish she would just grow up, stop talking shit and trying to make everybody else miserable just because she is stuck in her lame, miserable existence. *A note to Elise and Richard! Please delete her off of myspace because she is just trying to spy on me and make herself more miserable, which is stupid. Thank you, I love you both!
Things are good at work. I have been getting more hours because a bunch of people quit, but I found out the other day that my boss hired three more people. Goody, more training.
I am really excited for January because me and my mom are moving somewhere else for lots of reasons.
1. The apartment we live in has no washer/dryer unit inside the apartment.
2. I hate my neighbors. Cinco De Mayo was the worst day of my life.
3. This ugly ass apartment is $850.00 a month, we could get a better apartment maybe in a different area for the same price, with better neighbors as an added bonus.
(: Bye for now!

Graduation

Jeff and Eli's Visit!
They got here on my last day of school (last Friday) and I went to their hotel to get them for dinner. I got to the hotel fine but when I got there I was completely lost trying to find the room. She came down stairs to get me. We took the back roads to dinner at our dads because of all the traffic. They went into complete shock when I told them Friday traffic here is from 3:30 to about 7:30. We got there and to my surprise the whole family was there. We chilled for a bit there and after everyone left, we sat by the campfire the neighbors made. Saturday morning was my graduation. Everyone went out to ihop for breakfast except for me. It didnt rain so that was nice. Elise and Jeff were really hard not to find in the audience, screaming their hearts out! SO I graduated with the Cum Laude award for a good GPA. I couldnt find anybody after the ceremony so I was headed for Richards car to set off the alarm so he would come find me, but Eli got to me first and brought me to everyone. Richard was holding flowers for me from him and my mom! Jeff, Eli and her mom got me this really pretty necklace that says dream on it. After the graduation we all went back to my grandmas for cheese cake (Except Dave and Ranae) then me Eli and Jeff went to have dinner at the space needle! It was great except we were all a little queesy because of the spinning. Then we went to get Eli's camera that she left at our dad's place. Then we went back to her hotel and sat in the hot tub. Sunday morning we went to breakfast at Sheri's, Jeff and Eli loved the stuffed hashbrowns! Then we had some Red Bulls and went over to our dad's place to go on the boat with his neighbor Aaron. It was super! We had been drinking since noon and just speed boating all over the sound. We went to the Tacoma Narrows bridge. After we got back, we washed the boat, talked for a bit, then went back to the hotel and sat in the hot tub again. Monday morning Eli was hella hungover and feeling so shitty. We got her coffee and we all had sushi. (Yes i tried and loved the sushi) Then we went back to federal way to where my car was. They dropped me off and went away. :/ Josh as my witness, I cried for hours. Then me and my friend Emily went to get our nails done to take my mind off of it. Im surprised I didnt get the nail lady all covered in tears lol. I miss you guys! And me and Em are planning to take a road trip down there when I get the money for it! So I hope to see you guys again soon!

Hello(: I keep slacking on this and forget to write.
Today is this awards ceremony at my school. I suppose im getting an award for having a good GPA so I get this cord thing to wear with my cap and gown on graduation day.
Graduation is 5 days away and Elise and Jeff are coming in 4! Were going to have dinner with dave and the rest of the family, then Saturday morning is the graduation. Then we are going to my grandmas because she is making cheese cake lol. Then they are taking me to dinner at the space needle!! Im so excited! I have no idea whats in store for sunday but well figure it out.
The other day I tought Em how do drive lol. I just made her get in the drivers seat and said "dont hit anything" lol. We went to this party a little while ago.. Josh was nice enough to drive and to be there for me since I didnt know anyone else lol.
Oh and random, but I am never attempting to donate blood again! The last two times I tried they told me I was wayy too amemic. Screw them.
Kbye(:

"If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever, would you get down on yours too and take my hand?" No class today!
Today is my interview at Tacoma General for volunteering with children and babies at Marybridge. I'm so nervous that they wont like me or Ill do something wrong! I'm a wreck lol.
Mothers day was fun, I had to work the night before and I got off at about 11:30 so I showed up at home with my mom's favorite flowers, chocolate and a musical card at midnight lol. Its kind of hard to walk in the house hiding flowers. My brother finally called her at like midnight of mothers day. Its too bad that he has to work all the time or he could have spent the day with us, I know it isn't his fault that he cant ever call until that late, but it is sad. But my mom and grandma had a happy mothers day and that's what counts to me.
May 30- Josh's Mom's wedding reception!! I'm so excited to go, I cant believe they finally got married! Mike and Carmen have made such an impact on my life and I am super happy that they invited me to the reception!
June 13- Graduation! Hopefully Ill get my cap and gown on time, we haven't even finished paying it off yet. Graduation is so expensive. But hopefully Ill get it on time. I am so exited to see Elise and Jeff! They are great and I am so glad that Elise went through the trouble to find me and be such a great sister!
Work- Gahhh it drives me crazy. The other night this lady orders 5 ice creams (she barely speaks English) and I am making her last ice cream and she says, well actually I wanted a shake.. So I was frustrated but nice, and I made her stupid shake with it. Then she goes to pay with her card and I asked to see her ID. It didn't match the name on her license so I told her it didn't match and she was like EXCUSE ME?!?!?! So I said "Did I studder?" lol
Mail - In the mail the other day I got an envelope from the city of Auburn Justice Center, which is the cop station so I was thinking great, another ticket. But I opened it and they want me and my mom to testify against this guy named Stanly. We were driving down peasley canyon and I see this big dust pile and I was thinking wow we should role up the windows, look at all that dirt?! But then this guy in the van started driving into the ditch and he hit a dip in it and his van went flying into the air and could have hit us but it went the other way and he landed straight in the ditch. We had 911 on the phone and I flipped a bitch to see if everyone was okay. We got out and it was just him in the car (thank God) but the van was still running, while it was in the water filled ditch. The guy inside was hella trashed. When we asked if he was okay he said "Yes, I just need to call my dad" (This guy is like 60) SO we waited for the cops and they said he was definitely drunk and took our statements. Now they want us to help put in away.
Well this is getting really long. But text or call me! (253) 561-5948.
Bye.

"Your eyes they sparkle. That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain" Last week I fractured my foot, now I have to wear this lovely air cast. It looks like a huge boot. I can barely even walk in it so I cant wear it to work, and I can't wear it while I drive because I cant even move my foot. My foot better heal fast because I wont have health insurance in a week (Thanks "Dad" Your number one) I hope I get to take it off by my graduation. I can just see myself walking up to get my diploma and falling over my boot lol. Also, Prom is in 5 days, and I'm not going. For one, I dont have a date, and two, its really expensive for the dress, dinner, pictures and tickets. Too bad.. I was looking forward to it. But I am happy that Im graduating in a little over a month!! I spent last night with Josh. We decided that were going to be friends. Its better this way I suppose, I would rather have him in my life as a friend than not at all. Ill take what I can get. Anyways, not too many new things in my life, just my clumsiness with my foot. (:

"She gave everything she had to a boy, who changed his mind." First true love never dies, I will always remember and be grateful that I knew him, but I have accepted recently that he will never belong to me again, and it is better for him this way. So now we are trying to be friends, and it is working out okay, I hope it gets better. It turns out when Elise and Jeff come for my graduation, we are going to have dinner at Dave's house and Jerry, Mellisa, Suzie and Julie are going to be invited. That is going to be interesting with all of the hard feelings I have for Julie especially. I just applied to volunteer at Marybridge Children's hospital to hold the premature babies, I am exploring the medical field to see if that is what I want to go to college for. And plus, it looks really good on a resume to have volunteered at a childrens hospital. And I need a better job when I get out of high school so I can afford to live on my own. I do not want to be old enough to bring home the beer and still be living at home. I dont want a roommate or to move in with a guy because chances are that they would flake out, so I just want to move out on my own. Maybe ill go away to college and live in a dorm for a while. Anyways, one more random blog lol. Ps I really really want the sun to come back!!!!

My birthday present!!!

Well I have officially had the worst Easter ever. I got my mom some chocolate and made her breakfast, then we had some errands to run and ended up fighting all day. Also, I went to go see my "Father Figure" because he needed a copy of my license for his taxes.. Apparently I have two more guests for my graduation :/ He really isn't so bad anymore, we were talking and everything was fine. Then Ranae came back and made it so awkward for me that I had to just leave. But the good news!!! Saturday, Josh informed me that I had gotten a package from "Mollet" I was super excited because Lindsay e mailed me on my birthday asking me to pick some colors for my birthday present!! It is this little purse that she made. It is so adorable! Its got some places to hold cards, and it has the cutest little button on the front. I think it was really sweet and thoughtful! Best of all, she embroidered my name onto the inside of it!! Thank you Lindsay!! I love it.

The Past Few Months

Eek! I haven't posted in a very long time. So much has been happening and I just haven't thought about it. Well me and Josh broke up :/ I still think were soul mates and I'm trying to win his heart back, but its not working out so well. If you love somebody let them go. So that's what I'm going to do. If he comes back to me, he's mine, if he doesn't, he never was. I also went to California!! It was the beginning of April and it was a bit cold but still fun!! I got to lay out on Santa Monica beach and get a little tan. Not much though. It was a road trip and it took 24 hours to get down there. We stayed in Calabasas in a little motel conveniently located next to a Starbucks (: So when we got back I spent 6 hours cleaning the apartment, and became quite the loner. I have just been thinking a lot about everything but I think my life is clear now. <3

Car Accident

This week was absolutely horrible. 2 days ago I crashed my car, this time not into a curb. I crashed it on the freeway into another car. It was wet, and it looked like traffic in my lane was moving a bit faster than the others, then the guy in front of me swerved into the HOV lane and I hit the guy that was in front of him, that by chance, was at a complete stop due to traffic. I crunched the front end of my car, but the guy is saying that he wont make a claim against me and he is okay. At least my mom didn't get hurt, I would feel so bad after that. He just kept saying that God will take care of everything, and its in God's hands now.... I don't know exactly what I believe religion wise, but if there is a God, im pretty sure he hates me.

This last week

Sorry I'v been slacking on writing these, life has been super busy. Money problems, relationship problems, and every other kind of problem. Good news is that I got the job at cold stone! They picked six out of thirty people and I got it!!! More bad news... I crashed my car =[ Well not exactly crashed it, but when it snowed this last time, I was in a round-a-bout and my car slid into the curt kinda fast and the tire hit it really hard. I had to replace the tire, and the wheel well and the alignment had to be fixed. $500.00 later, my car is almost back to the way it was, they still have to find a matching wheel cover for it. So I was always that person who didnt understand what the big deal is about the twilight books, but somebody made me read the first one, now i cant put them down! Im almost done with the second one now. Whoever hasnt read them definately should. Im so excited for my birthday! Im gonna be 18, and maybe be able to get more hours at my job! Only 22 days left! So I think thats everything for this past week. Byyeee!

Interview.

Gah I had my interview at Cold Stone. It was an audition with 30 people there! And they are only taking six so I seriously doubt they will pick me. If I don't hear from them by Thursday they said to start looking for other jobs. I need to get away from Yogurt Creation. My boss has a mullet. A few weeks ago $120 went missing from the drawer on a day that i worked, but another girl worked that day too so they don't know who to blame because we share a till. Our system is so ridiculous.
1. I know Tiff wouldn't steal, but we share a till so how would they know that?
2. There are no cameras. Just spies. Weird.
But Yeah that's my rant for the day. Kbye.
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Newbie =]

Hey I'm Krisi... Eli got me to write one of these lol. I'm super excited that she is coming to see me for my graduation!!! So tomorrow I have an interview at Cold Stone!!! Maybe I can get away from my current job. (Yogurt Creation) Bleh. Its just not enough hours. But about me... I am completely head over heals in love with Joshua B. Ware!! We will celebrate our 9 months on the 28th this month.. My Birthday is coming up too! February 25th. The big 1-8. I'm going to get my tongue pierced and were going to get matching tattoos. Just little hearts on our ankles. No names though, i refuse to get somebody's name tattooed on me, I think it's tacky. I have a very bossy personality, but I'm lovable and fun=] I'm so happy today!

1. My interview tomorrow.
2. I graduated the semester with a 4.0 in everything.
3. Eli told me exactly when she is coming!!